Tuesday, January 19, 2010
First Blog Entry
I have not had that many experiences with English courses because I have always tried to stay away from them. In high school I took the bare minimum and this will be my first English course here at St. Lawrence. If you count the FYP and FYS program as an English course than there are some good and bad experiences that go along with these courses. My FYS in particular was the first real writing assignment of my college career and as most of us know, or will know by the end of this semester, resulted in a formal report that for me was very long and very hard to write. I am not going to lie but I took this course for the requirements. With that said I still think I can get a lot out of this course and it will open my mind to some writings that I have never seen before or experienced in my life. These authors give a whole different perspective about life that I think will change the way I think about some things, and make me think a lot about the world we live in today.
I grew up with an older sister and an older brother to look up to but at the same had to try and be as good as they were. This has been one of the more challenging things in my life because I always feel as I am being compared to them. In high school I always was split between the athletes and non athletes as I did activities in both. I was in musicals and chorus but at the same time playing a sport every season so my schedule was crowded and some days I wouldn’t leave the high school from 8 in the morning to 10 at night. Because of my crowded schedule I have grown accustom to managing my time real well and getting the things that I need done finished. This also made me have a lot of good friends in all types of groups of people because I have always had a way to fit in with most crowds. Being able to be in musicals and still play athletics in my opinion, is challenging especially at my high school where there are many cliques and it is hard for people to be in multiple cliques and has really shaped the person I am today.
I haven't taken many english classes, but the ones I have were good experiences. It's nice to look at things from a different perspective than I would in a science classroom. In chemistry, we read things to get the content. We don't really care how the content is delivered as long as it makes sense. However, when I read for an english class I have to force myself to analyze how things are written. This sometimes allows me to actually get more of the content because I have to think about what is important to the author. The more I do this the more I enjoy it.
I guess what I'm looking for the most from this class, is looking at race from a different perspective. I grew up in an area that wasn't very diverse so it is sometimes difficult for me to fully appreciate how different people feel about the issue. I have read some books by African American authors, but most of them centered around the Vietnam War or the Great Depression. I'm really interested in looking at books and stories from different time periods.
I have a really hard time labelling myself. I don't really feel like I fit into a "label". My family does not have a very recent immigrant background (my entire family had immigrated here by the mid-1850's), but I suppose that if you had to give me a "hyphen" it would be German-American. This did have some influence on my upbringing because many of the people in my hometown had similar backgrounds. We all had very similar traditions that could be tied back to the German influence.
I grew up on a small dairy farm in a very rural area of Northern New York. This had a huge influence on my life because as a kid had to work and help out on the farm. This built up my sense of responsibility. Also it gave me huge amounts of respect for people who choose (or are forced into) jobs that have very little glory, but make life possible for all of us. I greatly dislike people who look down on the working class. However, I sometimes have a hard time going home and hanging out with the people that I grew up with. Many of them have already entered the working class because they didn't go to college. I guess being away at college for three and a half years has changed me too.
I am part Russian-Jew (from my father's side), as well as Scottish, Irish, Welsh, English, and German from my mother's side. My mom was raised Methodist, but my sister and I have not been educated much regarding religion. It's something that I'd like to learn more about. I went to a small, all girls private school (single sex until 9th grade) from 2nd through 12th grade. I feel as though I would definitely be more "sheltered" if it had not been for my parents and their desire to make sure that my sister and I had a broad understanding and exposure to different races, people of various sexualities, religions etc. I grew up in the outskirts of Philly and miss the city life while up at school. There is always so much going on and so many different types of people everywhere you go, I love it. I consider myself a pretty open-minded person and pride myself in being able to look at and appreciate different perspectives and beliefs.
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My name is Hannah Dean and I am a sophomore from New Hampshire. I am studying English and education, but I won’t necessarily use that degree. I have always liked everything about English—reading, writing, and analyzing works. I have many interests, and it has taken me a long time to settle on a major, and I chose English because I know it’s a subject I will always enjoy.
Last semester I took Introduction to Creative Non-Fiction and loved every second of it. My favorite part was the workshop segment, when we were able to read other students’ works and have our own writing critiqued. I also took Introduction to American Literature, which I found both interesting and challenging. In this class I hope to learn how African American Literature has changed over the years, and the broad impact it has had on American society and education.
Having grown up in rural New Hampshire, I haven’t had much exposure to other cultures and races. I have never placed great emphasis on my own race or heritage as contributing to my identity. My dad’s family has been traced back to the Mayflower and my mom’s ancestors were predominantly Irish or French-Canadian. There are several roles and traits by which I normally classify myself. I am a student. I am freakishly organized, and I use this to my advantage in school, as well as all aspects of my life. I have always enjoyed school, and I strive to make the most of my education since I know it is not even an option for most of the world. Secondly, I would describe myself as a musician. I was completely tone-deaf until the age of ten, but as soon as I grew out of that, I started singing, and I haven’t stopped. I have picked up various instruments over the years, and I still play most of them now, but I prefer singing. Singing in choirs over the years has given me the opportunity to visit different parts of the world, and also to bring different parts of the world to my own neighborhood, by singing a wide range of styles and languages.
I would also describe myself as a middle child. I believe that my birth order has done much to shape who I am. My older brother is the typical first-born: driven, ambitious, intense, and successful. My younger brother is relaxed, sarcastic, and incredibly talented. That leaves me in the middle, as the mediator. My younger brother is my best friend, and my older brother is my hero. My older brother is valedictorian, my little brother is a musical prodigy, and I haven’t yet found my “thing.”
Lastly, and most importantly, I classify myself as a growing Christian. My faith doesn’t merely contribute to my worldview and life decisions, but it is the basis for them. It’s not like I have a school life, a music life, an athletic life, and a Christian life. My faith is prevalent in each aspect of my life; it has no borders. One could classify me as a Christian who studies, sings, and loves her family. But the faith label is most important to me.