Reading James Weldon’s Johnson’s Autobiography of an Ex-Colored Man has really opened my eyes to some more of the deep, intricate psychological effects and implications of race and identity. First of all, it is important to note that this is a fictitious autobiography. Perhaps Johnson is revealing his true feelings, perceptions, and opinions through the voice and life choices of his fabricated narrator, whether intentionally or subconsciously. Perhaps he is merely attempting to capture some of the general notions of race at the time. Whatever his reasoning, the effect is profound.

I am particularly captivated by his struggle to embrace his true identity. I don’t think he is ashamed of being black, but, as he points out, “it’s often inconvenient.” This leads to his subtle discussion of an almost triple consciousness. I think it’s essential to point out that he has read the writing of Booker T. Washington and W.E.B. du Bois, as this is foundational to literary tradition. This is also important because he seems to refer to his heightened awareness of his culture, his race, and his world as both a blessing and a curse.

Another issue that is brought up in this narrative is that of identity. In my African Studies class, we’re discussing ethnicity, and whether it is something you must be born with, or if it is a choice one can make. I am reminded of this controversy in Johnson’s writing because if ethnicity is determined by skin color, the speaker is clearly torn between two cultures and identities.